2015. június 25., csütörtök

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... The first sex with him
the first touch
determines the last one

USE SOMEBODY
when you love somebody

DEAD FLOWERS
CLOUDS
and your nails

tents from the camp
smells, laughings and always when you were in
and sometimes out

The first sleep
Do you remember your first sleep
alone
and together

Your first sip of wine
the first...

Your first meal
What was that?

Your first sleep outside your mother
Your first sleep with her
Your first sleep outside your born house.

Az első lépések
Egyedül.
Aztán másokkal.

Your first silence
When did it happen?
when you realized YOU ARE ALONE
AND
   YOU
            ALWAYS
          WILL 
         BE
                      ALONE

even if you have company
even if you are in a crowded city
even if you are familiar with it

You can't avoid!
You can't afford to avoid.
You are not for that.

You can turn your head
You can close your eyes
You can be drank

BUT NEVER

you can never 

FORGET
WHO THE FUCK
YOU ARE!!!

And you don't want to forget!
You never wanna forget!

You born to live!
Born to show
how to live!

You don't believe in that now!
You don't see your path!
You don't see your man,
because you know one thing:

YOU NEED A MAN

Whitout him you cannot being
you can't be
who you are.

Csak vagy!

Whitout thinking!

Célbatalált érzelmek nélkül.

Múlt és jelen nélkül!
Mert nélküle nem vagy!

A cserépkályha
Most valami régi szag
Citera
innen jöttél!

Whitout father
whitout Odessa

Whitout the sea
Whitout languages

You can never

You can ever

Go through all these!
You go all these through!

And you remember you did that lot of times
So many times you did it well

You met with him

AGAIN and again and again

In the mountains!
In music, films, feelings

Familiar with him

Even if he rejects you!

But he not rejects you!

You just want more!
He can give you
but you don't know yet
what's that he gives you

PATIENT!
      be patient!
       Innocent
              and listen

Listen everything around you!